Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Fearfull choices

So, primary school ended and I was faced with the big decision of which high school to attend the next year. Seeing as I had basically no friends in my primary school, i chose the high school my friends from the estate attended. I was the only kid in my primary school going there. I walked in the first day alone, not knowing anybody my age. I was excited, yet terrified.

Prov 3:24,24
"you can go to bed without fear; you will lie down and sleep soundly. . . For the Lord is you security. He will keep your foot from being caught in a trap."


Jack, my first real crush, my first real boyfriend, my first real heart break. He taught me so much, i mean he gave me my first kiss, my first physical love from a boy. He was the first guy who really liked me in a relationship way, he accepted me.
I realise now that i had been too young to have already had a heart break, to already she tears over a boy, way too young to have been exploring that kind of love.

Psalm 16:8
"I know the Lord is always with me. I will not be shaken, for he is right beside me."